I'm so sick right now.
Yesterday, I had a scratchy throat and a bit of a cough.
This morning, I woke up with a fever, with body aches, head aches, and a wicked cough. My chest hurts like crazy, and I'm coughing up gross stuff.
I took the day off work. I hate doing that. I don't have many sick days left, and it seems like people never take time off at my work. I work with a lot of people in law enforcement, and I already feel weak/second-class around them due to that whole "blue wall" thing. I'm civilian. I feel like I'm weak, or not dedicated, or something like that. I have a few chronic health issues, which I'll eventually discuss here, and I need sick time for appointments and tests. When I actually get sick randomly, like I am now, it makes me feel like I'm almost wasting my sick time. Which is stupid, because that's what this time is for.
Eventually it will get to the point where I'm taking unpaid days, but I'll cross that bridge when I come to it. I've done that with other jobs.
Anyhow. Hopefully this illness will sort itself out.
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